Monday, April 2, 2007

When opening your eyes

As Night held you
I could Whisper in its Silence
as the Spirit I was..
I could pass you swiftly, enter your Dream;
flutter like a Butterfly,
kiss flowers upon your Dreaming meadow,
and have you smell my Fragrance of Light..

You dreamt of me and smiled,
but you forgot me again, when opening your eyes..
And before Day awoke you I could caress you with my Soul's beam,
as the Spirit I was..
Weave my essence in with yours
just to hold you close with reverence.
I could carefully mirror you; create water pools of thoughts..
Seduce your Inside to yearn for me
have your Soul seek me in its Memories,
and have you Bathe in my Source of Light..

You felt me and cried,
but you forgot me again, when opening your eyes..

So I trembled, hesitated,
that these hands could reach unhindered, if but a Moment,
to touch you sleeping next to me..
That, when Mornings first Light awoke you,
how intense wasn't this wish to stay with you..

...still you woke up dazed
and a hands breath echoed in the mist of my passing,
because of what I was..
I sighed in sadness while travelling the inscrutable worlds
Chose to not live here until we could live together
Chose to not come here until you remembered me
Remembered the Love we once shared
..and shared still, in Hidden Dreams..

Lover,
we could have built bridges of love for eachother
like Lifetimes ago
Overcome Infinity like ancient breaths
I could have Embraced and Held you
as the Spirit I was..

..But..

Helplessly I wondered what use was it
if you couldn't Feel me?
On the verge of tears I asked what use was it
if you couldn't awake and See me?
Inside me I suffocated how my love embraced you
and you still couldn't Be with me

Because of the Dreamer you were
and the Spirit that I was..


Skye

1 comment:

Skye said...

< .... >

So Breathing, I sit Flickering
Burning in my own Light
Candles can be burnt in both ends, they say
yet mine is still intact

I Feel you,
although I lost my wings
Feel Your Breath Close,
Showering me with Dreams
of Unfolding places
in our Minds and Hearts

It was Once a Fierce Journey, my Love
Like Lifetimes before
Visiting our Thoughts of Belonging
Through Infinity and Ancient Lore
that I Struggled,
Surrendered Willingly
not being able to Touch you,
but Watch you
Bathe in you for one Breath at a Time..

Weaving into your Search for me
and broken watch you Missing me
when opening your Eyes

And I cursed my Inability to capture you
or brush at your skin
or kiss away your tears when you were Sleeping
Because of the Dreamer you Once were,
and the Spirit I had come to be

We both Lost ourselves, didn't we
the Day you Woke up from Dreaming
That we went through a Passage,
Together Bridging,
and Forging The 'For All Times' Moment

See..

It was a Death surely to our World
and a BitterSweet Birth to our Reality
when we woke up Realizing

The UnEnding
For All Times

...Love...

So we sit here Watching eachother
Floating on, and Dreaming
Hoping for, and Weaving
Creating, what Once may Be Manifested
When Time is Right

And our Hearts Bleed weepingly
our Minds Struggle Endlessly
Pacing around our opposite worlds,
Wondering ..

..if Life will ever Embrace us
at the same Time..